The 5 things that I do daily

I have settled on these 5 things. Looks like it is stable.

1. Read a chapter from the Bhagavad Gita. (Jnana Yoga)
2. Read a chapter from the Sundara Kandam (Bhakthi Yoga)
3. Volunteer online for 1 hour (Karma Yoga)
4. Listen to the Vishnu Sahasranama (Dhyana Yoga)
5. Chant 54 times the Dvaya Mantra (Prapatti)

I'm pretty content now.

I'm posting a lot of gibberish in this post

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Valp is out of my life

I'm not taking the mood stabilizer Valp any more. I'm just taking an anti-psychotic drug Solian, which is of a very minimal dosage.

A few would like me to go mad but I have crossed that stage a long time back. I don't hate them or pity them or worry about them. Everyone is the architect of his or her own destiny.

I have decided to play chess for atleast half an hour daily. I have found that I might be having 'Executive functions disorder' which is not being able to do things like organizing, planning, prioritizing etc. When I was a kid, I was not at all interested in studies but I could still pass or be above average because I was good in games and sports. That was nearly 20 years ago. After that, I have never really taken up any sports that sharpens my intelligence. Now, I'm going to start exercising my brain again so that I can get things done better in my job.

I'm chanting the Dvaya mantra 54+ times daily. I'm expecting it to get me out of Solian dependency. Let's see how I'm in 48 days. Already, it is 3rd or 4th day.

I have taught the mantra to my mom. I think she will get better from now on.

Not writing the '5 things' blog.

This is the address...http://dvayam.blogspot.com/



By the way, I might take up the job of a residential manager of SCARF.

Another day in VTC

At the VTC today, I saw a girl who looked like my ex in the library. I had seen her a couple of times back but every time couldn't get a clear sight. I cannot be staring at a girl, and that too there. I wondered if maybe my ex had come there for some treatment like me. Very unlikely but still I wanted to make sure that it wasn't her. So I went back and while she wasn't there, an intern I knew was there and I asked what her name was. She said that she didn't know the name exactly and then said Neena. I didn't think much about it.

Who the f.ck is Mariam?

The voice through the phone was nice though. Only, half way through while enquiring if it was not a wrong call, she forgot me and started talking to herself. I wonder if someone from the old forum is trying to initiate a contact. Except for the guy I noticed browsing the Pravda forum at the cafe, I have had just fleeting glimpses. My problem is...with all things Pravda, it takes time for me to realize what's happening and before that, the event already becomes a past experience.

If anyone really wants to contact me, I have no problem if he or she simply comes across and tells me he or she is from Pravda.

Idhayam (Heart)