Tuesday, August 30, 2011

An explanation

I posted what is below in Facebook and I want to explain it since it is important and confusing. It's based on an interpretation of the Bhagavad Gita Chapter 15, verses 1-6.

"Don't be involved in worldly life. Don't be attached to spiritual life. Be refuged in life."

Worldly life is fine up to a point. For me, it was till the time my girl friend broke up with me. Even now, I do take part in worldly life (since I have a physical body) but I'm not involved in it.

What's the difference between involvement and attachment? Hardly anything. Involvement is more of being 'inside' something whereas attachment is being 'joined side-by-side'.

It's normal for those fed up with worldly life to take up spiritual life. It's an improvement and one believes that there is finally a way out. One even starts loving spirituality when it allows some of the pleasures of worldly life. For example, it may advice that one cannot make love to many women but one can make love to a single woman in a holy way. There is a small problem, which starts as a minor irritant and later becomes a major frustration. Spirituality is as vast as materialism. Sure, when one has spent a lot of time in spirituality, one begins to see a lot of pattern which simplifies life. But still it advises numerous divine qualities to love, numerous wisdom tips, numerous rituals to practice and numerous divine aspects to be meditated on. To adhere to all these injunctions right to the word becomes a major concern. When one becomes tired and old, one hopes and wishes for an easier way out. That is where the Saranagathi philosophy or Prapatti (taking refuge in a higher and benign power by surrendering the ego) comes into picture. Saranagathi or Prapatti cannot really be called a worldly or spiritual discipline. It's because while a spiritual human does it, so also does an animal like a pet cat or dog (comes back to the owner finding some danger).

One can do Saranagathi formally or informally. The Shri Vaishnavaite tradition recommends that it should be done only once since repeatedly doing it means that one does not trust fully in the saving power of God. I'm doing it daily by repeating the Dvaya mantram and maybe I will stop after some time. I might stop even today. Anyway, the point is that doing Saranagathi is a lot easier than spirituality or what one can call as Yoga.

There is a crucial point, however. Does it mean that one stops spirituality? No. This is what I wanted to clarify. Spirituality should still be practiced but without attachment. What does it mean? It means that if someone is unable to do a daily ritual like reading a verse or chanting a mantra or lighting a lamp or candle etc., there is nothing wrong in it. One can do it out of one's own wish but it is not mandatory, to be saved. Believe me, on your deathbed, you don't want to worry about not having read the verse of the day. :D

Why am I writing all this? Is it not already explained by many? I once heard Vellukudi Krishnan suggesting that when one takes up Prapatti, one has to drop Yoga. Of course, he has said a lot of things and it's erroneous to single out one instance. In the Bhagavad Gita, Shri Krishna advises that Acts of Sacrifices, Charity and Austerity shouldn't be relinquished since they purify people. But it has to be done without attachment and without the desire for a worldly benefit. I'm doing a lot of those practices (the 9 levels that I posted a couple of posts back.). As long as I keep my date with the Dvaya mantra, I don't intend to lose sleep though it will be with the best attention that I will try to do those things. As for repeating the Dvaya mantra daily, I may even restrict it to saying it once only.

A scientific explanation is this. Getting oneself out of worldly life is no different than getting a rocket out of the earth. As the rocket reaches the top, it has to shed the weight, even some of those useful gadgets and engines that brought it out and propelled it earlier. The equivalent of the gadgets and the engines are the worldly desires and the spiritual practices. Apologies to space scientists for making light of rocket science. :D

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Jai HanumAn

:D

Trying to maintain Brahmacharyam in this world with beautiful damsels around is difficult indeed. A couple of good looking young girls. I was very hungry - for food - but from tiredness I let my eyes fall on the couple of girls nearby. They were quite pretty and I was so tired to even take my eyes off them once it fell on them - not that I was interested in them. And then I realized that I was kind of staring and went to gorge my food. If you want to have better control on the sexual urges, don't lay your eyes on girls - I had told myself. And it seems to work. You have got to nip the problem in the bud. It worked for me in not getting into the drinking habit. When my friends asked me to have a sip, I politely refused saying that if I take a sip, I cannot stop. It's the same thing with girls. People ogle - or to put it more decently - bird-watch - thinking it is harmless. But those images are the seeds in the brain which induces all sorts of fantasies and desires. I don't know. For me, it's easier to stop myself from looking at girls than later controlling the urges.

My target is to do 10 things daily once I'm fully alright and have got into the groove. These days, I'm doing 7-8. Today, I did 7 and didn't work the one billable slot that I had set. It has upset me. In a way, the 10 things can mean a scale from 0 to 10. There was a time when doing 1 daily, which was listening to the Vishnu Sahasranama, was thought by me as a success. In that sense, I have come a long way. Of course, there are more capable people who are putting more effort than me. The ex-India cricket coach, I forgot his name, said that when he took up his job, the Indian team was working around 2 or 3. At the time of the World Cup, he took them to 8 or 9. A Tendulkar will be putting 9-10. But I'm not in a hurry as long as I can go beyond some minimum level. To give some entertaining idea, I will say something about the levels. I have nothing better to do to write this and I suspect you also don't have anything better to do than read this.

Level 0 - Arvy is in comatose stage (neither good nor bad)
Level 1 - Arvy gets good thought implants from the Vishnu Sahasranama (a cheaper option than a brain surgery)
Level 2 - Arvy gets to understand things from the Bhagavad Gita (like taking a few moments today to appreciate the fact that plants also have souls)
Level 3 - Arvy is in love with Rama, Lakshmana, Seetha, Hanumaan etc. reading the Ramayana chapters (He enjoys this time the best, almost as much as Level 10)
Level 4 - Arvy dives into his mind to hammer the message of Service through Pathanjali Yoga (by using Krishna Unakke Preethi as the mantra of meditation.)
Level 5 - Arvy learns the know-how to work properly. (He copies the same technique used for getting Wisdom at Level 2)
Level 6 - Arvy works for a better world through volunteering efforts (which is his short-cut to get trained in his job.)
Level 7 - Arvy starts to earn! (Thanks to a good soul(s) somewhere on this planet)
Level 8 - ??? similar to Level 7 ???
Level 9 - ??? similar to level 7 ???
Level 10 - Arvy settles down into the hands of his Creator by chanting the Dvaya mantram (What happens to him at this stage is beyond description and best left to be experienced)

If you see, ladies and gentlemen, I'm bunking the 8th and 9th levels still. And today, I bunked Level 7 also. And that makes me sad, even though I can console myself that today is Sunday.

Take it eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzeeeeeeeeeeee.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

To Arvind

Hope 19th of next month is the last day that you need to take medicine for Depression 

Friday, August 26, 2011

Am I allowed to post nonsense?

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jughgji

I wish I don't have to prove myself a worthy candidate for receiving love.

Monday, August 22, 2011

To my childhood best friend Raja

http://lyrical-thyagaraja.blogspot.com/2009/10/jagadanandakaraka.html

Should have been named 'Rama'. He is the first person I told 'I love you to' (The only other person I remember telling directly was the stupid Archana). The teacher came across the piece of paper that I had passed to him and she asked me to stand on the bench for the whole period. Don't know if she thought it was meant for a girl in the class. I must have been around 8.