Not writing the '5 things' blog.

This is the address...http://dvayam.blogspot.com/



By the way, I might take up the job of a residential manager of SCARF.

Another day in VTC

At the VTC today, I saw a girl who looked like my ex in the library. I had seen her a couple of times back but every time couldn't get a clear sight. I cannot be staring at a girl, and that too there. I wondered if maybe my ex had come there for some treatment like me. Very unlikely but still I wanted to make sure that it wasn't her. So I went back and while she wasn't there, an intern I knew was there and I asked what her name was. She said that she didn't know the name exactly and then said Neena. I didn't think much about it.

Who the f.ck is Mariam?

The voice through the phone was nice though. Only, half way through while enquiring if it was not a wrong call, she forgot me and started talking to herself. I wonder if someone from the old forum is trying to initiate a contact. Except for the guy I noticed browsing the Pravda forum at the cafe, I have had just fleeting glimpses. My problem is...with all things Pravda, it takes time for me to realize what's happening and before that, the event already becomes a past experience.

If anyone really wants to contact me, I have no problem if he or she simply comes across and tells me he or she is from Pravda.

Idhayam (Heart)

I deleted my new blog

It didn't fit in. Doing the usual things, with a better perspective.

Taking refuge under an equal at the end of the journey

When people get sick, they go to the doctor. Where will the doctor go when he or she gets sick?

The doctor can self-medicate. But what if the sickness is not in his or her domain? Even if it is in his or her domain, suppose it requires a surgery to be performed. It's difficult or impossible to do it on himself or herself.

The best alternative is to get under the care of another competent doctor one can trust. Who knows. The other doctor may come back when he or she has a sickness.

I have received the grace of God

I have become a Jivanmuktha (liberated while yet living).

What???!!!

Yes.