I'm very tired

I'm not well.

I want to cry out but I don't because either I will be faking it also or it might not be heard.

I wish I disappeared into nothingness now. I really don't know why I need to be still alive. So many people die in accidents. Why haven't I died like that?

Treat him with understanding

It's a terrible tragedy in Norway. A lot of families would be in despair now. I'm not interested in arguing whether Norway is a neutral country or not.

The guy joins those like Frankl, who need psychiatric treatment, understanding and love rather than hate.

It's not that I'm taking a stand with a violent person or a terrorist.

Just now, I myself feel paralyzed without being able to work and kind of dead. Probably as psychotic as the guy but thankfully under medication.

Sometimes, and atleast once in everyone's life, it is best to remain motionless and let a higher power carry oneself.

Posting from after-life

:D

I'm going to die soon

Don't worry. It need not be a physical death. More like...But I have promises to keep, And miles to go before I sleep, and miles to go before I sleep. Strangely (and thankfully), I'm not weary.

My uncle told his sister (my aunt) that he was going to day and he died within 12 hours. Although he was a heart patient and was getting treated for an infection, no one thought that he would die.

I have no regrets. I was the same one who changed from the good to bad to ugly and back. I just hope that it gets over fast without troubling anyone. So long, folks.

My dear Pravda friends

I cannot come back to Pravda. But it's not that I don't want to interact with you people. If you still remember me  and want to talk with me, you can do so here through comments.

Alien tips on Brahmacharya

1. Thou shall better not fantasize about too many women or men.
2. Thou shall include your partner in your sexual life (is it possible otherwise???). I mean, don't jack off.
3. Be moderate.
4. Wean away from it when you have made photo copies of yourself.

Writing another blog

http://my.opera.com/yogi-saran/blog/

I don't know which movie it is...Casablanca or Gone with the Wind, where the protagonist says something that means..."we both are basically inconsequential in the large world."

Being important has never been important to me. If it had been, I would have atleast tried be the topper in something. Maybe, I once wanted to be the best scientist. I don't know but I dropped the pursuit when science appeared dry. I think having attention on me was/is important. I don't crave to be the center of attention but I would like to be reminded that I'm not living in vain.

:)