Sunday, September 25, 2011

Russia heading towards the Third-World

I don't mean a visit by the Russian President to some Asian or African country. Heard about America losing the AAA status? Looks like Russia is losing it's 2nd world status and fast becoming a third-world country.

When a country relies on 1 man, you are going to get a country good in only 1 area. And when that 1 man gets sick, the country is going to be good for nothing. That's where Russia is heading now, unless ofcourse providence changes course.

I like Russia. I also believe that every Indian is indebted to the Soviet Union for the nuclear cover it got against the West during the cold war. Ofcourse, other countries are indebted to India for her spirituality and some other things. When I say something about Russia, I say it as someone from a good and trusted country.

I'm not against Putin getting elected by his party - it's up to the party members how they can still elect someone who threatened to walk away by flouting a new party. But when the ruling party beats up the opposition and even doesn't allow it to contest in elections, it's certainly a return back to the dark ages for Russia. Contrast this with India, where there is even a public backing for a non-political opposition by Anna Hazare - this is real democracy at work and a sign of progress.

And I don't believe that the Caeser has got a genuine backing from his lieutenants - some would have supported him not because they believe that he is capable but because they are the next-in-line after the king's time is over.

As for the Russian women, from the fairy tale angels that they were once, they became mail-order brides yesterday and now have become strip-tease artists for the alpha-dog.

The cold-blooded vegetarian pet

Iguana

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Welcome to my club

Was your girl-friend just raped before your eyes and you couldn't do anything because a few friends of the rapist held you down? Welcome to my club.

Do you believe in your hearts o hearts that you are Jesus H. Christ (or atleast as much closeness that the Bible allows) but no one wants to take sermons from you on a mount? Welcome to my club.

Have you done a wrong thing which you cannot even confess to the Church father? Welcome to my club.

Do you think that the world is fair and you are not? Welcome to my club.

Do you think that the world is not fair but you are? Welcome to my club.

Do you want to forget all the above nonsense? Welcome to my club.

Do you like my nonsense better than my sense? Welcome to my club.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

The easiest way for me to become unproductive, get more psychotic and. . .

. . .lose all the gains I have made till now is to join the Facebook Pravda.

Still. . .

. . .I like Pravda and I think I will likely some time later join them.

I'm already in touch with some of them and so it's not some unholy alliance. But I don't know what the legal department will think. . .why have you reported that there are undesirable elements there and still go to bed with them? Perhaps it will be like the way our maid works with us even after she was questioned by the police for mobile theft at our house.

Pravda's been good to me and I have been wanting to return back the favour. In fact, I even thought of dedicating a novel that I'm writing to Archana, Pravda and Anandh.

As I posted in the title, getting into the flame wars, political dirt and unnecessary social politeness is the sure-fire way to be a mediocre person and unemployed forever. Please don't mistake me. . .I don't want to sound like a prude to wish to belong to some elite club. But when people do nothing but exchange gossip all day long in a regular forum or Facebook group, the level of IQ, EQ and whatever else is going to be collectively 40-70%. It's alright when you think that anything above 40% is good enough to take one safely across life. But that's missing out 60-30% of real life.

I'm sorry for writing like a snob.

So, here's the unofficial 'Like' of the Facebook Pravda. If and when I'm perfectly alright mentally in a few week's time, I will be there.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

To NATO: Back off!


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Today I have proved that I'm so smart to prove that I'm smart. That's all. No other use. That makes me wonder if I'm intelligent. I look more like a drunk stupid bum. It's going to take just a sleep to forget the whole thing and what have I gained? Ah! yes. . .I have proved that I'm so smart to prove that I'm smart.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

I'm not right in the head, yet

Sorry to disappoint you. Yesterday was the last day that I took Solian 50mg, an anti-psychotic tablet. Today, I will take Sulpitac 50mg. Compared to Solian, Sulpitac doesn't give a feverish or tranquilizing effect. Solian is not just an anti-psychotic but also a tranquilizer. So when I'm shifting over to Sulpitac, I'm doing it for just the smallest dosage of bare-bones anti-psychotic effect. I plan to take it for another 20-25 days.

The reason I'm not stopping, as planned, is this. I'm doing a practice to get rid of my psychosis. It's been going on for some 25 days now. I'm a firm believer that while it takes 21 days for any practice to become a habit, it takes around 40-48 days (1 Mandalam), for it to bring about the desirable change. So I just don't want to risk disturbing that process. My Psychiatrist told me, "Don't change anything when you are improving." In other words, I'm choosing to err on the safe side. Since Sulpitac is very mild as compared to Solian, this is still a great progress for me. But since I'm still taking a drug, I'm susceptible to behave just a wee-bit oddly - nothing disastrous.