What to write when words are not enough to say everything one wants to? If there was some way to photocopy the mind, it will make life easier. To say anything is to risk saying too little. But on the other hand, I believe it is more my lack of courage in looking at life straight in the face that I don't want to say anything. I once read Chandrasekhara Saraswathi Sankaracharya saying that a mother understands that a child wants an orange even if it says "onge".

People can accuse me...you have all the facilities but still you are not contributing. I try to and I make progress inch by inch. While externally I have hardly any problem, internally I have to get around many mental blocks.

The Self

The Self is the golden ball of flame. What is seen is but one portion of it. The others are the selves...some nearby, some far away and some lost in darkness. For the self to know about the Self is joyful. To come in contact with It is happiness. To merge in It is bliss.