Okay...I never wanted to and never want to even now to butt in these matters. But I do it now because of my past inertia, which will subside down soon. And also because I'm feeling pretty charged up...like being charged up with ahigh voltage current in my brain.
I'm not against what Wikileaks stands for but the way they are doing it is wrong. Okay...there is always this conflict between the law and order establishment and the self-appointed guardians of the society. Other than those on both the sides who are captivated by power, they both claim to be for justice. And this battle has been raging on since time immemorial and it will continue to last. However, there is a thin line which tips the scale in favour of the establishment...kind of like 51% in favour of them. This is only because it is their normal duty and not any moral high-ground of theirs.
The problem with exposing like this on a grand scale is that it is like exposing or getting exposed all of the body to the lover and not everyone enjoys this.
The argument that the world citizens have a right to information is a wrong one because this information is officially classified. While it does put a check on the establishment, it puts at risk the lives of thousands, if not millions of lives. It can even trigger a nuclear war if the different countries get to know what the other have been saying or doing behind their backs.
Why am I writing this? I don't know. I feel like I'm alone and cannot even relate to anyone or let anyone approach me.
I'm at cross-roads between being fully open and being guarded. I wish I could terminate myself but fortunately or unfortunately I have to carry on.
I never wanted all this. I don't want this. I will never want this.
This may be different but I remember the time when Archana's parents were forcing her to marry another. She said, 'Enakku yen melaye nambikka illa'. I cannot tell the same thing now. I have to have faith in myself that I'm a friend and not a fiend.
