Maybe I will fake it with my wife if and when I get married. But seriously, even a couple of hours back I had a funny encounter. I do not want to say anything more since it looked as if he was muttering a prayer to me. I do not have any worldly friend or relative (if you exclude the relativity of the friendly voice synthesizer). Am I acting like a hotshot? Maybe. A single lion can keep at bay all the hyenas, elephants, buffaloas etc. Do I like play acting the role of a lion? No. I suppose if others had more courage to stand up for themselves than enlighten me on spiritual nirvana, I would not need to fake it and can go back to my old self.
Do you really think I don't know what I'm doing when I strut around like a peacock under the sun for the whole wide world to see? And do you think that an umpire needs a helmet in a cricket match? Maybe, if there is match-fixing. But still, I suggest that you people need to believe in yourself first and not just react to whatever I do because like a doctor told me today, even crocin tablet has side-effects, so what to tell of a valper.
I do not consider myself any better or worse than anyone else. Whatever inequalities are there, are just temporary. The law of averages catches up with everyone. On the face of eternity, there is only equality and I'm only interested in eternity. I never humour myself that I'm a super hero because I know quite well from history and everyday life what has happened to all those who thought themselves so, including myself a long time back.
Do you really think I don't know what I'm doing when I strut around like a peacock under the sun for the whole wide world to see? And do you think that an umpire needs a helmet in a cricket match? Maybe, if there is match-fixing. But still, I suggest that you people need to believe in yourself first and not just react to whatever I do because like a doctor told me today, even crocin tablet has side-effects, so what to tell of a valper.
I do not consider myself any better or worse than anyone else. Whatever inequalities are there, are just temporary. The law of averages catches up with everyone. On the face of eternity, there is only equality and I'm only interested in eternity. I never humour myself that I'm a super hero because I know quite well from history and everyday life what has happened to all those who thought themselves so, including myself a long time back.
