I do not know if I want to continue writing the novel. I want to focus on my job.

Just now, on a cough, I got a bit of pain in my chest and left arm. Maybe my heart is in a bad condition. I used to eat a lot of oily food. Maybe there is a lot of cholesterol. What the hell...I have t die some way and maybe my buddy heart is a good way to die through.

Another day gone...good night.