Just read in the morning news paper that 2 got killed and some injured in a clash between 2 groups at the Chennai Sangamam location. And it was just on the spot that I was doing shopping and around the same time. I don't have any fear but I just don't know exactly what to say. I can answer a little easily if it happened around me but I have a tough time answering if it happened because of me.
I want to acknowledge that it happened around me because I don't want to appear distant from whatever disturbances that occur around me. If I don't acknowledge it, it means that I'm no different than a stone. It's not the same way like acknowledging that my nephew fell down from the swing and got a swelling yesterday.
I have disturbed everyone around me just because one girl ditched me. I think that some times, this disturbance has been beneficial and at other times harmful. I think it's pointless to find a person or group to lay the blame on. It is a never-ending process of tracing a line of blame. Eventually it is collective responsibility.
