You are really not in one of your best of life times. You have certain things in mind, do some practices and hold something in your heart, all of which doesn't bring immediately a paisa to you. Yes...you can sleep without AC, live on the pavement, need just enough clothes to not get stones thrown on you and meals that can be obtained for free from temples. But is this practical? Your relatives look at you sympathetically and your friends probably are wondering what off the hand remark you are going to make. Is this the life you want or wanted?
Let me tell you...you have got to quit something and you have got to take up something. Quit playing games. I know that you cannot go on like this mistrusting everyone and everything. You make a nice video of Grace but you know that you are not putting your full belief into it. Even though you know that it is true. Will you panic? I don't know. I know that you will come out oneday but I only hope that you wouldn't have to pass through the panicking phase.
I think you should take up sewing clothes. Or baby-sit at a nursery. Because you have become too effeminate. You don't need a moustache. You need your breasts to swell.
Let me tell you...you have got to quit something and you have got to take up something. Quit playing games. I know that you cannot go on like this mistrusting everyone and everything. You make a nice video of Grace but you know that you are not putting your full belief into it. Even though you know that it is true. Will you panic? I don't know. I know that you will come out oneday but I only hope that you wouldn't have to pass through the panicking phase.
I think you should take up sewing clothes. Or baby-sit at a nursery. Because you have become too effeminate. You don't need a moustache. You need your breasts to swell.
