I called her Archana. My friend told me...'Don't call her like that. Call her Achu.'

I sit now where I was 17 years back. But the home has been remodeled into an apartment with a net cafe. Time has just erased all evidence of those days except a memory in my heart.

Excuse me, whoever is reading this. I never meant to be negative but I guess just now a little bit of it is alright.

A cute looking foreign girl sits before me. Apparently she is dressed like those from the Kalakshetra. What the hell has that got to do with my life I have no idea. That's what my life is...something without any idea.

come ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon

I think I'm 68.75% alright. Now...how do I know. I have my own logic. Go figure. lol

Okay I will explain...

When I was 'kept' normal by full dosage of the drugs, I took...

MORNING - 500mg of Valp ER (for mood balance) + 0.25mg of Pramipex (for depression) + 200mg of Sulpitac (for psychosis) + Lozar H (for blood pressure)

EVENING - 500mg of Valp ER (for mood balance) + 0.25mg of Pramipex (for depression) + 200mg of Sulpitac (for psychosis) + Amlopress AT (for blood pressure)

Now I take...


MORNING - 250mg of Valp ER (for mood balance)


EVENING - 500mg of Valp ER (for mood balance) + 0.125mg of Pramipex (for depression) + 100mg of Sulpitac (for psychosis)

So in a day, I take compared to my initial dosage...

Valp ER - 75%
Pramipex - 25%
Sulpitac - 25%
Lozar H & Amlopress AT - 0%

Average amount of drugs I take compared to my initial full dosage - ( 75% + 25% + 25% + 0%) / 4 = 31.25%

So my improvement is (100% - 31.25%) = 68.75%

My next visit to the doctor is in another 14 days. Then I will get Valp ER reduced from 75% to 50%. After that, I hope to meet him once every month. If things go well, I will be drug-free and disease-free in 6 months.