Thursday, June 23, 2011

Low intensity psychotic depression

That's my present diagnosis of myself.

After reading/hearing for 48 days Sundara Kandam, my manic bi-polar has gone. My BP went away after listening daily to Vishnu Sahasranama. But I still have some psychosis and depression. These two I expect to go by reading a chapter of Bhagavad Gita and doing 45 minutes of online volunteering daily. I'm also chanting the Dvaya Mantram 18 times just after I wake up and just before I go to sleep. At these two times, the brain is supposed to be in the alpha and beta state...a plastic state of mind. I expect some marked change within the next 48 days.

What does it mean not to be a manic-bipolar? It means I will not be emotionally super-charged suddenly and without a basis.