Don't know if people hate me on facebook. It's one good thing compared to Pravda where if I make any careless post, I get drawn into flame wars.

Some people may think that I'm bad but if they were in my shoes, they will know that I do not live a life that is a bed of roses.

I live in a darkness inside myself. It's the deepest recess of the mind from which I peek out into the world without any idea of what is real or imaginary.

One can ask...who is asking you to live like this? I say...how else do you expect me to live when I have been back-stabbed, have no guarantee of life and lost in a world that makes no sense. I may or may not come out of this darkness but I don't complain much. It's because my debts to others or life or the world is getting reduced day by day and I can make myself believe every now and then that I do matter in whatever way. I may have screwed someone but Archana screwed me as well. There ends the debt I owe to others. Too bad if others cannot accept this logic...they have to examine their own karma and see who they have screwed and got screwed.

 Good night...