A newbie once asked me to modify my internet settings when I was in pravda to log into the network. Since that time, even though my brain is severely retarded to have common-sense, I'm aware that I'm a part of the network. Infact, now there is a feedback-mechanism...when I post something that is sensitive, my computer needs rebooting when I start it the next time. It looks like the network flushes out these internet activities of mine so that a hot-blooded intel or terrorist doesn't decide that it is Judgment Day. I'm sorry to cause you any stress this way but I try my best not to get worked up.
I also understand that there is real-time monitoring of my computer and internet activities. I tell this to those who have to sit and put up with me...you can relax and enjoy your job without getting neurotic.
Likewise...don't get stressed out keeping your hands on the panic-button. I won't get psyched out if you disconnect me every now and then for damage control.
We are all in this together. Unfortunately, there is no dislike option. Even though Archana back-stabbed me, I'm still fond of her and love her, though I understand that she now belongs to someone else. Even though I have left the Pravda forum for good, I cannot leave the network. It' because both Archana and Pravda are very much a part of my life and happy memories, though sometimes gone bitter. Let's try to minimize the friction. I have never wanted more than my share of the world, which is the same as everyone else's.
For all my wanderings, I know clearly the way out and every day I go to my destination. Please do not waste much of your time on me. Go and live your life happily. My life is taken care of. You may keep in touch with me by sending me a 'Hi' in your own way whenever you feel good. You are also never far away from my thoughts. I may sound like a narcissist or an avatar come down to save planet earth, but this is not my real nature. I just want a normal life like everyone else.
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