Started the day with a fight with my sister. I asked her to stop her nagging talks, especially directed at my mother. I told her that I will start earning in a month and that I'm not going to depend on her any more. I made a threat that I won't mind harming her if she crossed the line. It's sickening and I knew that letting out my anger is only going to come back to me. But I had had enough of her nagging. She took away my nephew thinking that I will harm him. I don't care much about not interacting with him because I don't like human interactions anymore. But even though he is a baby, he understood that something was amiss. I didn't very little with him today and I could see that he was feeling very hurt. He will get over it when his father meets him tomorrow. My sister mistakenly thinks that the boy belongs to her and I never loved him back of the relation. Oneday he will leave her as well. But till that time, let them have the joy that they deserve. Anyway, I was also not going to harm her but a little threat is enough to stop her constantly nagging my mother.
I went to a company for interview as a Technical Support Executive. I was shown the door in the 1st stage itself because while my tone and style of speech was right, my content or message was not good. Which was true and I guess I have learnt an important lesson in communication. It was the 1stinterview after a long time and I really had no idea what it was going to be like. also, when asked me to introduce about myself, i did not know that she was using it as a screening test. Damn these soft-skills. I prefer a hard-on.
Saw a man with all facial hair shaved, including the eyebrows, in the beach in my evening walk. I wondered if there was going to be some shoot out like the one recently in America. There is presently a 10 day long song and dance festival called Chennai Sangamam meaning "A Merger in Chennai" going there. But anyway nothing happened.
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