I'm going these days to a Schizophrenic institution that gives free vocation training. I get free consultation as well.
I have not worked for 15 years and so my body needs to get re-adjusted to work properly under pressure in the corporate world. In 3 - 6 months, I think I will be fit enough. They have got an employment bureau there as well where they arrange jobs for those with schizophrenia. Going through them has the advantage that my employer will understand my background but I think the pay will less, even a web developer job. Anyway, I'm just going there like a kindergarten kid.
I don't know if I have Schizophrenia. My doctor doesn't give me that label. I do tell myself that Krishna talks to me. I don't know if this makes me one. It can simply be my wish to talk to my conscience or unconscious or a higher power. There are even meditations that are considered normal which have such auto-suggestions. Most likely, I have some sort of psychotic bi-polar disorder. Anyway, I'm very peaceful now.
I have not worked for 15 years and so my body needs to get re-adjusted to work properly under pressure in the corporate world. In 3 - 6 months, I think I will be fit enough. They have got an employment bureau there as well where they arrange jobs for those with schizophrenia. Going through them has the advantage that my employer will understand my background but I think the pay will less, even a web developer job. Anyway, I'm just going there like a kindergarten kid.
I don't know if I have Schizophrenia. My doctor doesn't give me that label. I do tell myself that Krishna talks to me. I don't know if this makes me one. It can simply be my wish to talk to my conscience or unconscious or a higher power. There are even meditations that are considered normal which have such auto-suggestions. Most likely, I have some sort of psychotic bi-polar disorder. Anyway, I'm very peaceful now.
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