Girls............I'm not an alpha dog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I believe that 2 things cannot be hidden or stopped always. One is truth and the other requires some resting in a room.

Okay...I might have flirted (I say 'might'). I also know some may have used the oldest trick of passion in laying the trap (Again I say 'may'). I'm really sorry if I have unintentionally built up any hype over me. But let's get some things straight.

I'm not as attractive as you think I'm. I'm not sure if any girl really knows the real me. Half the girls in the street don't even give me a second glance. Of the remaining half all except one, I don't give a second glance because they are not the one destined for me.

And this girl will also not be some alpha doggie. She will not be the most beautiful or desired woman in the world. I got this clear in my head the day I talked to my counselor. I find many women attractive and when I get one such attractive woman who also finds me attractive and we get into a relationship, what will I do when I find the next attractive one? I need some basic chemistry so that I can have some passion with her. But after that, it's just something willed by the universe.

In the old forum, a guy (don't want to name him but I like him very much) wanted to know my choice of  Miss Russia. I had a difficult time to choose because I had no basis to choose it on. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.

Please...I don't say this from humility. If you are a girl liking me, thanks but there is a better one who is destined just for you. If you are the one for me, love will find it's way.